After finding Doctor Musella's site I almost felt an obligation to tell
my story. I have been sitting on it since 1993.
I will not go into a lot of the medical details for one reason, I either
don't know what happened or cannot remember. I have been plagued with
migraine headaches all my life. Today there is little change.
I have always loved playing sports. My true passion was soccer. Coaching
my son as he grew up gave me a lot of personal satisfaction. I did this until
I started having seizures. My wife told me that I should continue. I didn't
want to embarrass him or myself, so I quite coaching. But I have to back up.
Playing in the yard one day a sharp pain cut right through my abdomen. I
shrugged it off knowing I had played eighty minutes of soccer the day before.
I had terrible cramps in the same area after that until the night I had my
first grad mal seizure. I fell out of bed cutting my head on the night stand.
By the time I arrived at the hospital I was trying to figure out what had
happened.
More seizures followed as we (I say we because my wife has been right
there for me) saw a number of oncologists. Finally we made an appointment
with a surgeon. He gave it to me point blank," You have a brain tumor." He
told me he could operate but the chance of loosing my eyesight was great. I
thanked him picking up my MRI,s when he told me about a biopsy.
The operation turned into my first craniotomy in the beginning of 1991.
My second operation was a year later in 1992 was diagnosed as a GBM IV
After was loosing our infant daughter to a congenital heart defect
nothing could be worse. From this I developed the attitude that if it happens
then it is going to happen.
The second operation was followed with radiation. At some point I had
asked the doctor how many more treatments were left from the original 35. She
came back with a pocket calculator and sent me back to the simulator. It hit
me at that very moment, "you idiot this is serious!"
From there was on different chemo's from May until November of 1992.
CCNU, PROCARBAZINE, VISCRISTINE, COMPAZINE, and others I cannot recall. The
tumor was growing wildly and the doctor told my wife 3 to 6 months.
It was at this time that I was accepted into the first human gene therapy
study for glio-blablastoma brain tumors. It was two more operations. The
first was the injections the second to stop the hemorrhaging that followed.
During the second surgery I wound up in a coma with partial paralysis on my
left side. It was all worth it giving me a chance to see my children grow up.
I cannot do the things that once came so easy, but I believe it is God's way
of testing me. So far I'm passing. A good attitude can go a long way.
I just got back home from NIH.
I was told my MRI scan did not reveal any sign of new tumor growth. It has now been 9 years since receiving gene therapy. It has been 11 years now from my first surgery. I do not know if it was the therapy that has kept me alive. I am thankful to have had two very good nuero-surgeons.
They are Dr.John Tew from the Mayfield Clinic in Cincinnati and Dr. Edward Olfield from National Institutes of Health. Without them I doubt that I would be writing this today.